Balu Iyya Mukthi

24-நவம்பர்-2012 சனிகிழமை ஏகாதசி விடியற்காலை எனது கரூர் பாலு சுவாமிகள் முக்தி அடைந்த நாள். He spent all of his lifetime praying Karuvurar siddhar. His total life was a Brahmacharya life who said siva mantra japa every minute and helped everyone thru his attained siddhis. He is a great soul who knows when he is going to die and informed his devotee that he will leave the body in couple of days. When I met him in India, I have requested him to somehow notify me when he attains mukthi. I haven't meditate for a while. On 23-Nov evening US time, I felt a strong urge to meditate. I meditated for 1/2hr infront of my siddhars. I started getting all various fragrances that Balu iyya used to give me thru his siddhi powers. Whenever I pray to him, thru the Vibhuthi or sandhana fragrance, I will get answers from him while he was alive. This is how he told me that he will communicate and show his presence with me. Throughout the meditation, I recd. this frangrance and my soul was thinking about him. After few hours, I recd. call from India that he attained Mukthi. His Mukthi time and my meditation time was more or less equal. As he promised to me, he passed the message in meditation. From that day to till now I keep getting Vibhuthi fragrances every time, I think of him, I talk about him to others. He is such a great soul who keep saying that I dont need to worry about him and he is with me. This is a wonderful experience that cannot be explained. The next day is Pradhosham and Girivalam in Thiruvannamalai. I called one of my friend who continously goes to Thiruvannamalai temple Girivalam. I have requested him to lit a Moksha Deepam for him like agathiyar said. Luckily the momemnt I called, my friend was inside the Temple. So, he got a lamp and ghee for the Moksha Deepam and choosed a place to lit the lamp. Before He lit the lamp, suddenly a heavy rain came and washed away the place like a clean area and the rain totally stopped. He started making arrangement for the lamp. All of a sudden there came a old man who looks like a very matured spiritual person. He came to my friend and asked him what is the speciality fo the place that he is litting the lamp. My friend told him that this is the place he felt good to lit the lamp on behalf of me and has no idea about the importance of it. The Old man told my friend that look at this place, this place was washed by the goddesses of rain and kept ready for him to lit the lamp and asked him to lit the lamp. My friend felt everything like a dream. He started following his advice. Once the lamp was lit the old man said that this place is the Jeeva Samadhi of the Arunagirinaadhar and started singing a big poem of the siddhar. The old man also explained my friend that this song will bring even the dead person alive. Then he blessed my friend and left. My friend felt a divine presence at that time. No wonder Balu iyya is a divine soul and blessed my friend who lit the lamp on behalf of me. Agathiyar always stress the importance of Moksha Deepam in Sivan koil. This Moksha Deepam was lit on time in Thiruvannamali temple for Balu iyya.

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Yen Guru Karuvurar Jeeva Samadhi:

Thiruvannamalai Inner Girivalam during Amavasai Night:

I have encountered 'n' number of miracles here. Whereever my Guru said siddhar is here in this direction, I took pictures. In the pictures, you can also see the divine souls that I experienced in that night. The divine siddha souls entered from the sky in the form of circles in the photograph. Its upto people to believe it or not. But we experienced divine sandal smells at that times. I have also seen a monkey doing pooja in the middle of the forest. I also got blessings from a yogi near Kattu Siva Gogai. Inside the Kattu Siva Kogai, I lit Ghee lamp and meditated for a while. I can able to hear the Great Soul saying "Om Namashivaya".

I felt a highest energy, extreme vibration that is flowing in this Jeeva Samadhi - this samadhi is nothing but our Patanjali Siddhar Samadhi. My toddler son started running all over the place and I felt bad I was unable to meditate in this place but it doesn't matter. I felt him there and that's all counts.

Another powerful Jeeva Samadhi near this is VyakraBadhar:

A powerful Jeeva Samadhi of a devi who blessed me is given below - Sakkarai Amman Alayam.

Yennakku mega periya Athisayam Nadantha Edam is given below:
Pattinathhat Jeeva Samadhi - Chennai:

Neyveli Temple near poondi. The good part here is I did pooja all by myself to this lingam. Everyone is allowed to do pooja here.

Dream-2

Dreams are dreams. It vanishes as the time goes. How is it possible to remember all dreams related with my lord shiva? These dreams are not continuous dreams also. Every dream that I document have several months gaps. How can I able to draw this so accurately even after several months? This dream happened at 3am in the morning. In this dream the place is a hilly region where people are walking all the way to the top of the mountain temple. They are buying various things to their parigarams / prayers like dolls, cribs, Ghee Lamps from a road side guy selling all these within his bamboo basket and people are climbing the rough roads towards the mountain temple. Looks like this temple is located in a very deep forest / mountain area. I can still remember every bit of this place. I am not living in India and also dont know any place other than Chennai in Tamilnadu. Still I can talk every minute detail about this place. I want to sketch this entire place but I am not a good artist. There was a small boy near this bamboo basket manrunning all over the street. He looks like a mentally retarted kid and many store pople are throwing stones over him so that he wont disturb thier business. He really wants something from the man carrying the Bamboo Basket but doesnt have money. The man is busy in selling his things and not focusing on this small boy. I decided to help this boy to get him what he wants from the Bamboo Basket. The moment I thought about this small kid, he came very closer to me. Now, to me he doesn't look like a mentally retarted kid. He has a spark in his eyes and I can clearly remember his face even now. He raised his hand and blessed saying 'Om Namashivaya' and recd. the $20 dollar bill from me to purchase the item. The letters in the $20 bill disappeared and all turned into linga shape. He gave that bill to the basket man and got the three sticks from him and vanished immdly. I can hear people saying that I helped that boy to get the three shivalingas for his pooja. The basket and the $20 bill are showed in my drawing. I am not sure what this dream says but all I can say is the litlle boy looks so real, the mountain path, the temple everything still stays in my vision. Om Namashivaya!

Dream-1:

I have decided to document all my realistic dreams. This dream doesn't look like a dream to me. It still stays very fresh in my mind. So, I have decided to draw it to my maximum accuracy and produced the above picture. This dream occured at the time of 2a.m. My subconscious mind was very awake but I cannot move my body and felt like it is under some divine's control. My center eye started getting warm and I can felt someone's hand pressing it so hard and they started saying "Om Namashivaya" and the other hand really really creating or forming this shape in my third eye. I can sense everything and I can feel, watch everything but was unable to move or shout. Finally, after making the base of the black color yoni, they placed the vibhuthi and lit this lamp which started shining like a gold shivalinga on the yoni base. It was so wonderful and turned like a cool shining, living, beautiful oval shaped lingam on the perfect yoni base. The 'Om Namashivaya" sound turned so intense and Ican see many souls doing their prayers. Finally, I can able to move my body and when I got up I felt a complete silence within me. I stayed in that feel for a long time. This dream still stays within me like a living movie in my memory. I still not sure how to put this in words to share my experience with others. Om Namashivaya.